I am what I am, deal with it

HOMECOMING PICTURES!!!!

2007-11-15T17:33:42Z

OMG!!!! Homecoming pictures are here!!! Mine look soooooooooooooooo gay! I'm standing with my so-called "date" and he looks stoned, and I look fat!!!!!

a weekend to remember.

2007-11-13T17:55:49Z

this was one heck of a weekend. School was out friday, so i practacally slept all day.
Saturday I didn't leave the house until 3 p.m. It was for the leadership retreat with ECM! A whole weekend with my youthgroup. i went insane. First I wound up getting an ajoining room with one of the guys' rooms! I watched an awesome movie this weekend. WE ARE MARSHALL. it made me cry inside. the ettiquet dinner was awesome! sunday we got virgin daquaries and swam in the pool until midnight, then there was the sauna! whoohoo that was fun ;) anywho, im feeling sick tight now:( so i gotta go.

NaNoWriMo

2007-11-01T15:53:31Z

Hooray! It's finally time for me to start writing my novel! I haven't given it a name, but I have started it. I can't wait to see how it turns out!!! When I got to school this morning, I was given a button pin that said, and I quote "I'm a novelist", how cool is that???

happy halloween

2007-10-31T16:56:06Z

HALLOWEEN IS TOTALLY MY FAVORITE HOLIDAY!!!! I LOVE THE UNIQUE COSTUMES AS WELL AS THE TRADITIONAL ONES! THE SCHOOL IS DOING A DRESS UP DAY TODAY , AND U WONT BELIEVE THE # OF GUYS WHO'VE VIOLATED THE DRESSCODE BY WEARING DRESSES! I MYSELF AM A GOTHIC BUTTERFLY PRINCESS! MY COSTUME WAS SIMPLE THOUGH. ALL I DID WAS WEAR MY PURPLE HOMECOMING DRESS, A SHORT BLACK JACKET, A PAIR OF PURPLE EYELASHES, AND A HOME-MADE PURPLE TIARA. I ALSO PAINTED MY FACE TO LOOK LIKE A BUTTERFLY WITH EYES ON IT'S WINGS. HOW COOL IS THAT????

eastside news

2007-10-30T13:37:21Z

OMG!!! it's the news of the year! Mike broke up with his girlfriend!!! That just trippled my chances of ever dating him, even asking him to a movie!!! im soooo happy!!!

my weekend

2007-10-29T13:18:35Z

OMG!!! you won't believe the weekend that I had!!! On friday I chapparoned a dance for neighborhood kids in grades 3-5. Mostly I spent my time working the spooky trail with a black mouse on my head and petting a huge plastic, squeeky black rat!!!
Saturday was an average day , basically all I did was go out to the farm.
Sunday was a little more exciting. I went to Buckeye Lake, to pick up two free goats. I wanted Pygme goats, but got billy goats instead. the small one was soooooo cute! His name is Piearre, and he sat in my lap all the way back to the farm!, and don't even get me started on Ben(short for bent ears).

i hate people

2007-10-16T16:44:01Z

most of all i hate GUYS!!!! I officiallyHATE eastside! i just wanna crawl in a hole and die!!! I just wish that suicide wasnt the easy way out. pain however isnt my thing, but when im so numb that i cant feel a thing, i get this urge to try and make myself feel something. usually that something is pain because it's all i can feel at that point. if i have my friendsaround however, they can usually cheer me up... anyway, i think that i'm going job hunting tonight after school. i hope that the hunt is successful.ttyl:heart:

help!!

2007-10-09T15:02:21Z

hey, it's just me checkin in

mhspanther16 @ 2007-10-09T07:16:00

2007-10-09T12:38:30Z

Hello XD
my name is Miranda, but ppl cal me Mandi.
you can choose what to call me, i don't care.
here is some information about me and some penpelling questions ppl may want to know about me. comment on this if u want to be my penpal.

I am 16 years old, and live with my mother and younger brother.
We live in Zanesville, Ohio, USA; We aren't rich or well-to-do, but we aren't dirt poor either. We are drowning in bills.
I am in my Junior year in Maysville High School (the best, most caring public school in the area!!!). Anyway, here are some penpal questions:

1)How long have you been penpaling?
I have never had a penpal before, other than family, and wolud love to have one.

2)how many penpals do you want?
As many as I can get, but only one or two for now

3)How long on average are your letters?
usually two and a half pages, front to back.

4)Male or Female?
I don't care

5)How old?
Anywhere between 14 and 27

6)where from?
Anywhere but ohio

7)Snail mail or E-mail?
I prefer snail mail, but we can start out with e-mail

One thing that I require in a penpal is that you have to be interesting, and like to talk about anything and everything and have a strong opinion about nothing in particular!!! XD please contact me if you like what i post!!!

third wheels

2007-10-08T12:26:40Z

Have you ever had a third wheel on your date one day and wound up someone else's third wheel in the same weekend?
God, I know what it feels like. This weekened was stressful. I went to Maysville's Homecoming Dance saturday with my friend Jamie as my date. My friend Charli met us at the door. She was our third wheel. I got pictures of Jamie and me at the dance that are waiing to be developed and some that aer going to be delivered to my house from the professional photographers at the dance. I am a true friend to Charli and hated to see her without a date, so I shared Jamie, which he didn't seem to mind one bit.
Saturday I was the third wheel.I probably wound up ruining my best friend Jamie's day.(total different Jamie than my date) S he brought her boyfriend over for a few hours to hang out for a while. Sadly I was being a sour puss and clammed up into the anti-social bitch that I am. I was just jealous that she had someone to hold her tight like that and I was ao lonely. No boyfriend what-so -ever. God I feel like such a B-I-T-C-H!!!

Computer maintainence and repair.

2007-10-05T17:13:12Z

currently i am in the middleschool computer lab searching for temporary files to delete and the computer won't let me delete them!!! actually, i am working on two computers at once... computer one and two... and i'm typing on computer two!

love yall...... (as friends)

2007-10-05T12:41:45Z

my life sucks, that's why i talk to you people... you cheer me up!!

true friendship

2007-10-04T12:36:33Z

Are you still searching for your true friend? I have a group of friends that have been tried and have proved to be true at this point in time. I find that no one can truly be trusted unless they are able to empathize with any situation that their friends are in. Not more than a few minutes ago, I have had to empathize with a friend. she had a breakdown due to her overzealous boyfriend from Amanda, Ohio who broke up with her for no reason what so ever! I mean, what an adenine imbecile! Anyway, only a truly empathic friend who had gone through a similar situation and knows what it's like could relate and give her advice. and I was the one who she came to to help her.

one hit wonders

2007-10-03T12:38:45Z

im on this song trip and im lookin for some good one hit wonders, anyone got any suggestions???

anyone watch the biggest loser or the singing bee?

2007-10-03T12:19:00Z

so, does anyone here watch the singing bee, or the biggest loser? I do. I love both shows. the singing bee lets me have a chance to find songs that i think i might like, and look them up. I love the biggest loser because my mother watches it and seeing the success stories gives me courage to deal with my own weight loss battle. I wouldn't exactly say that I'm obese, but i'm not a skinny minnie either. I have decided to dedicate myself to proper weight loss, especially since I hate people who have eating disorders. It just makes me sad to see them.

mhspanther16 @ 2007-10-02T07:54:00

2007-10-02T12:56:20Z

here we go!! i have finally come up with something to submit to my fave magazine: Teen Ink! its a writers magazine that was created by teens for teens!

Eastside Family Night

2007-10-01T12:20:52Z

Friday night was family night at ECM. We went to a place called McDonnalds Farm..."old McDonnald had a FARM EIEIO" hahaha. Anywho, there was a corn maze that my friends and I went through. We did this last year, and last year's maze was a jack-o-lantern. This year it was in the shape of a john deere tracter! There was also a petting zoo, hay rides, and a huge wiener roast! I was sooo happy!

my trip to Fallingwater

2007-09-28T12:37:44Z

This is about my trip to Fallingwater in Mill Run, Pennsylvania.

The scenery on the way to Fallingwater, as well as the way back, was absolutely enchanting. We went through the West Virginia Hole-In-The-Wall twice. It's the fastest way to Pennsylvania from Ohio. The bus left the school at 7:00 a.m., a whole hour before I have to be in Homeroom! I was so tired that I had 5 sticks of caffine gum in my mouth! That's the equivalent of two nad a half cups of coffee! We didn't make a rest stop until we got to Bentlyville, Pennsylvania!

When we finally got to Fallingwater, the tour guides split us up into two groups. I was in a group with a kid called Brian, and my friend Sivaun (pronounced chivon). We explored the house and it was amazing. you couldn't touch anything in the house but the floors and stone. The terraces were amazing as the view was. The waterfall was beautiful. I was totally enchanted. My teacher, Mr. Waite, took my last photograph of Sivaun and I doing hero poses infront of the amazing house and waterfall at the viewpoint. I bought a small tinkerbell charm in the museum shop to remind me of how magical my trip was.

books and movies

2007-09-26T12:50:55Z

I was in homeroom today and we started talking about the entire homeroom class reading the same book. I suggested that we read books based on movies (or vice versa) that we have seen. the teacher loved the idea. I guess that I really do have a genius somewhere in this small brain of mine.

I really miss having someone to talk to on here. If only someone would e-mail me or post a journal to me, I might be a little more happy.

Any who, I can't wait until tomorrow! I get to go to Mill Runn Pennsylvania with my architecture class to see Frank Lloyd Wright's Fallingwater! yippie! A three hour drive there on a school bus, an hour and a half tour of the house, and another three hour ride back. We leave early in the morning, almost as soon as I arrive at the school, and get back right around five thirty to six p.m. wow! I really can't wait!

another day

2007-09-25T12:23:12Z

It's another day again... another chance to make people see the greatness in me, (or the fool that I really can be sometimes) I just feel bored outta my mind. Each day I learn something new, something that proves almost everything I think I know to be true wrong, and each day I slowly slip farther into permanent insanity.

In other news of my random life, I found the two absolute perfect types of gum! 1)Mad Croc, and 2)5rain,5cobalt, or 5fire! those are the two types of gum that are awesome! 2pieces of mad croc can equal the ammount of energy in one can of amp tallboy! I had only one piece of it last night and was bouncing off the walls!

one shitty day

2007-09-21T12:43:56Z

Ohman! Yesterday was the worst day of my life! I had no class third period because my English teacher was on a fieldtrip and there was no substitute in the room, so I decided to go to the janitors office and hang out because I like hanging out with them and doing volunteer work. At the end of the period I went to my fourth period class and asked to go back down there. I hung out with Lavonda, my favorite janitor, for a while, then I decided to go and watch a table of 8th graders that tend to throw food on the wall in the corner. This mouthy little girl goes by and says "If you like one of them so much, why don't you ask him out?" I ignored her. she repeated her question and I said "they're too young for me and it's none of your business what I'm doing up here, but if you must know, I'm watching the entire cafeteria." So she says to me: "You don't have to get lippy with me bitch!" I ignored the comment and absent-mindedly started poping my joints. Apparently she felt threatened, or so she told the middleschool vice principal when she got into trouble. Anywho, she says "I can do that too bitch!" I said to her "Bitch, you best back the fuck off and watch your mouth, and watch how you talk to an upperclassman." My brother was beside me and wouldn't go back to his seat so I pushed him lightly off the steps. She said "Bitch, you had best quit pushing little kids.", So I say "Bitch, watch it, I'm not afraid of you and he's my brother, I'll push him if I want." She said something else and then she jumpped up on the stage to come after me and try to beat me up, but I was trying to be the better person and walk away, and she said "Yeah, you better walk away!" So I turn around and something in me just snaps. I scream "Fuck you!" at her, and she screams it back. that's when her side of the school's vice principal comes towards us, and she get's yelled at, and he told me to get to where I was supposed to be. I just stand there, and the lunchladies come out and see me and console me, and I go back to the janitors office. the middleschool V.P. tells me that I have to go and see my V.P., so I do , but he's in a meeting, so the secretary sends me back. Everyone listens to me and then I get called to my V.P.'s office. He gives me a two-hour detention, same as the other girl got and says I should get worse than she got because I'm older, he does'nt even listen to my side of the story. then I hear that this girl spread a rumor that she punched me in the jaw. hahaha. anywho, i leave school in a hissyfit. at my youth group I write a note to a friend of mine and it says: ____, will you teach me how to fight? I really want to learn because i nearly got my ass kicked by an underclassman today, and want to know how to defend myself in future situations, will you teach me please? so he leaves it lay without even reading it and the director finds it. she reads it and asks me and two other girls who wrote it, and i lie and say it was'nt me, then I fess up and get into major trouble for lying. she was only going to talk to me about my problem, but now I'm in deep shit for lying and she hasn't decided what's going to be my punishment , but I'll find out tonight.God I just want to kill all the people who just don't understand me!!!

friendship

2007-09-19T12:22:01Z

hey, everybody. i've been looking for new friends and writing more on my newest novel... if you want to read it, let me know. i could really use the editing help and new ideas for twists and turns in the plot and overall story. thanks for being sooo nice and reading my journal. i'd appreciate it if you left me comments and such! thanks much!!!

i am soooo tired

2007-09-18T12:21:28Z

hey my faithful readers, whats up? i am soooo tired and bored. can anyone relate? i didnt get to find out if the guy at eastside likes me or not yesterday because he had to leave early due to children services coming to his house and it being mandatory that he be there. god knows that i want to ask him if he would even cosideer dating me. my brains are being fried and on top of all that stress, it's picture day here at maysville high school.

did i fail to mention in any previous posts that i have acquired a date to the homecoming dance on october sixth??? well i did and he's only agreed to go as a friend, but he's one of the coolest most annoying guy i've ever met. my friend jamie texted me back yesterday and asked me to keep her alive. i told her i'd try. she is a freshmen in newark high.

me as a writer

2007-09-13T12:48:02Z

ok, you don't really know that much about me. I am a writer, trying to work on a novel that I call Spyder. I am also a fair artist. anywho, I am working on my novel and hoping that it will be a big seller and make me a published author.

Spyder is about a 127 year-old girl who is part vampire/werewolf, part human. As a demon she lives alone. her mother died when she was sixteen, the day after she discovered what she was. She goes through trials and tribulations, victories and defeats. Her biggest problem is that she has been employed as the devil's bounty hunter, so she has become part ghost rider as well. she falls in love with her target, the most handsome demon of all time, Michael Strong. Michael is a class 7 demon, the son of satan himself. He wants no part in what his father does, and lives in the mortal world. She cannot destroy him because he has no soul and he has committed no crimes. together they decide to turn her curse against michaels father.

hi

2007-09-12T12:54:38Z

hi, im sixteen and looking for someone to read my blog